At what point are you going to grow up and stop living a teenage fantasy? For how long will you hate yourself and let other peoples life determine how you live? You have felt this way for as long as I can remember and to be honest you might end up an old sad woman with no life. When you take one step forward you take 15steps backwards. You don't give room for help or love. To be honest how will love be opened if you don't love yourself. Success is determined by the amount of effort you put into developing yourself. It is normal to fail, but it is a sin to give up Also, some facts are fixed about life and you need to understand those facts before you succeed Not everyone will like you You are not created to please everyone Learn to say 'no' and also understand that people will say no to you. acceptance and rejection are part of life's lesson Change is important to everyone and its constant Deal with your emotions. Don't force things to work. Honestl...